Love guru...me???

Can an unsuccessful lover be a love guru???
Difficult no??
But i have been one...for since so many days now...i dont know how can i preach people what i failed in doing myself.
How can i help people in saving their love life when i dont have any???
I have given some of my friends some biiiig long lectures on love in just past few days.....and then they followed it as well...and now they are happy with their lives....
But what Im still thinking is how could they even listen to someone who is unsuccessful herself...
Isnt that strange??
But now im happy for my friends who are back with their lovers...mebbe they believe in me so much that they did what i said....
One of my friend among all these keeps telling me that i am his lucky charm....whenever i am with him things always go right for him...he got his jobs when i was with him...he cleared his papers when i was there...and so now according to him i am tagged as his lucky mascot...
All this makes me sooo happy but somewhere in between all this my heart cries out of pain....theres no tear in my eyes yet im crying...of what i dont know...but i am...somewhere within im not happy....what is it that is making me feel sad???? Any opinions???

Saira wins!!!!

Saira wins the moonlight chronicle award for the 1111th visitor....yipppeee!!!!

Story of a girl

She was excited and she was happy. Nothing could stop her from smiling, she couldnt control her feelings. Anyone who looked at her could tell that she was the happiest person at that moment and that night she couldnt even sleep.
She had to meet her lover the next day and that was more than a reason for her to smile. I saw her that day and her face was showing it all. The whole night she just kept lying on her bed thinking of how the next day is gonna be. And she was sure that the next day would be among the best days of her life. Her life would completely change after that day and so she kept on dreaming the whole night waiting eagerly for the sun to rise, for the moon to set, for the birds to start chirping and for the new day to come.
Finally the new day came and she was again smiling. She couldnt stop counting each second that passed and when that moment would come when she'd actually meet her lover. She started thinking of what she'd say... what she'd talk...how will she do things...how will things go ...and what not..
So now just an hour was left for her to leave home and still it was undecided about what is she gonna wear. She opened her wardrobe and selected what probably she thought would look best on her. She dint want to look too attractive so she dressed with something that would look quite decent. And when I saw her I think she looked good. I dont know what was on her mind but she was smiling altogether that added to her beauty.
She was ready to leave home, to leave home and to go and meet the man of her dreams, the man she loved, the man she trusted, the man she knew loves her too and the man she thought is the one for her.
She reached the place where they were supposed to meet and for some reason the guy was a bit late but she waited, waited without any sign of discomfort on her face...coz she had to meet him...and she could wait for him till the end of time and that hour's wait was nothing for her.
And finally after a long wait that moment came when she actually met him, that was the best thing that could have happened to both of them. And that was the most beautiful moment of her life.
After some time he had to leave ...she dint want him to go....her heart was heavy but good things have to end ....all this time she was just smiling, smiling for she was happy within but there was a feeling of sadness also coz he had to leave. And finally hugging her, he left.
On her way back she felt like a bird ...she wanted to have wings and fly...fly as far as she could...as high as she could and as beautifully as she could. And I guess she actually had wings that evening ...I could see it ...see it on her face. And then the day ended...the day she met her lover.
That was her story... short and sweet...story of a girl...story of that girl whom I know...story of that girl who lost her lover some few months later.

Heartless souls!!!!

Sometimes when i sit alone, I think there are so many kinds of people. Everyone has got different qualities -some good and some bad. Noone is perfect. Everytime we meet someone new, we find some new qualities in them, which sometimes impresses us and sometimes makes us feels bad.
Among all this what I believe is a set of people who are exactly the same...atleast for me they are all the same. The people who are HEARTLESS...i dont know is that that they dont have a heart or they've saved all of it for something else...i dont know how to exactly define these set of people but im sure they are all the same....things dont matter to them...they dont bother of whats happening around them....can see everything but wont respond...cannot understand others feeling...dont know how can some people be such...heartless.
Did God made such souls and sent them on earth or is it that situations made them such...atleast i can never understand their theory, i am totally unaware of the fact that where they came from....if u can or if u know......please do explain me, I need to be enlightened on this ...!!!God bless all those crazy souls.

I felt like singing...

Dont have anything to write guys...just felt like singing these lines...

shaam se aankh mein nammi si hai
aaj phir aap ki kami si hai
shaam se aankh mein nami si hai

dafan karr do humme ke sans mille
nabaj kuch derr se thami si hai
aaj phir aap ki kammi si hai

waqt rehta nahin kahi tikk karr
iski aadat bhi aadami si hai
iss ki aadat bhi aadami si hai
aaj phir aap ki kammi si hai

koi rishta nahin raha phir bhi ek tasvir lajmi si hai
shaam se aankh mein nammi si hai
aaj phir aap ki kammi si hai

18 Rules of life...

I got this forwarded mail from a friend which i really liked....although i dont like these forwarded mails much...but somehow i found this one cute...and nice to read...have a look!!

A friend for life!!

This new year came with many good things in my life. May be things were not that good but this is how I wanna take things now. As I recently read somewhere that for being happy you dont actually need good things, its just how you take whatever comes to you. So finally Im trying to take things as they come to me with a smile and that is what makes this new year a great start for me.
Now I dont know if actually he did all this or its just me who's trying to see things like that. Some 5-6 months back, I saw a guy in my class. He was intelligent enough to make me turn my head around and look at him. He looked decent and then I wanted to talk to him and know him better. Not because I liked him but because he spoke well. After the class we met each other and somewhere I think I was impressed by the way he expressed his thoughts. So after this we started talking quite often and talking to him on regular basis made me learn a lot about life and also about what we see sometimes is actually not the truth. His words sometimes even forced me to go beyond my own thoughts and think on completely different lines. He made me realise that learning is important in life not studying.
So now yesterday when I was talking to him, I somehow realised that Life is how we take it....it sounds so simple and many a times, hundreds of people might have said that. But the way he convinced me of things was great enough to strike my head and I think because of him I have actually started working on things, working hard for things...to achieve what I want. Because of him I realised that giving is important...whatever you give...to anyone for that matter. It doesnt matter if you dont get things in return, its ultimately between you and God, it was never between you and people anyways.
Sometimes people themselves dont realise what they've given to us and I think he's given me a lot, a lot of courage and a lot strength, to stand by in what I have and what I believe in and to actually realise what my capabilities are....HATS OFF to you my friend!!!! Hope you get all u've desired for. And also hope I get to learn many such things from you in future!!